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I'm feeling sick lately. I've home tested myself. it showed positive 2 times 3 days ago. I tested again today.. all right, its positive. after gnawing myself for a week now.. I told my husband today morning, that we need to recheck with a doctor before giving out the information to mother and father in laws. After a lab test (which showed positive again),I'm here still afraid.. if something or other will wind up wrong. I won't be in ease until 4-5 months.. I guess :-S...!!
Ah.. forgot to state that I've stopped lamenting lately. It is because everything is in place now a days. My mind is sound until i started getting morning sickness. Well.. other than that, Life has become Bermuda triangle. Everything bad has vanishes. mind is far in ease and life too.. at least for me. Because you know.. Mother and Father in Laws are home now. With them at home.. i don't need to tense myself thinking of my husband coming home late..and his drinking has completely stopped(may be for now, which is good for the time being).. ah h may be that is helping me to tolerate his rudeness. He has become caring and the good thing is I am not alone to tolerate his behavior now. Until his mum and dad are at home, that house does seem like a home. :)
